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πŸ‘‹ Hai, I’m Lyss & I have a #picstitch addiction. πŸ˜” Lmao. πŸ˜‚ Alright serious time. ☝ Quit reading now if my novels bother you. πŸ“œ So I’ve made a personal decision to quit drinking. 🍷 It’s not like I drink often, not at all. πŸ™… But this weekend I drank to forget, to numb myself. 😣 And that’s something I SWORE I’d never do, alcoholism and addiction runs in my family. 🍻🚬 Now normally when I decline a bar invite or something like that, my excuse is fitness & goals. πŸ’ͺ And I get teased πŸ‘‰ “She can’t drink her abs will disappear” or something similar. πŸ˜’ But now I’m making it “She doesn’t drink.” PERIOD. πŸ‘ From ONE night of anger & stupidity, 😑 I pissed off my friend, made a costly mistake πŸ’°, & lost a different friendship, that for reasons unknown, I valued a great deal. 😐 Now it’s time once again, to re-evaluate my life. πŸ”Ž I didn’t overcome abuse and illness to end up fucked up & miserable. 😀 I need to focus on ME πŸ’ and my goals, fitness is what keeps me sane. πŸŒ€ The older I get, the more I like my solitude, I like being alone. πŸƒ So if I don’t reach out much, or don’t make an effort to see anyone. πŸ“±πŸ‘­πŸ‘― just know it’s NOT you. I’m working on me. πŸ’­ If you actually took the time to read this, thanks. 😘 #novels #instablog #personal #quotes

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